The Devil # 6

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It wasn't until 2 weeks after that, that I found out I was pregnant.
He wasn't careful when he told me he was.
He didn't tell me he already had a kid.
He lied, a lot.

I freaked out.

I sobbed for hours.

I made the choice that I didn't want it.

That took a week of deciding.

I made the choice regardless of what people would think of me.
(I even know I might lose some of my fellow bloggers with this story.)
I couldn't be tied to that man the rest of my life.

When I told him, I didn't tell him my decision. I just told him what had happened.
He threw a shoe at my head, called me a slut, and told me he knew it wasn't his.
At this point, I could only cry harder, but I wasn't surprised.

He pushed me out of his house, and would not answer my phone calls.
I had to face everything by myself.
I had only one friend who helped me through this, and loned me part of the money.
She helped, but didn't agree with my decision.
So we are no longer friends.
I think until my dying day, I'll always owe her something for all of her help.

But I bet she's never had to walk a mile in my shoes.