It's raining here.
Fitting for my mood.

Have you ever made a mistake,
and feel that you can't convince anyone,
that thats all it was?

My S.O. is a saint.
Easily forgave me.
I could tell he was wary.
He forgot quickly though.

My friends are the ones
who seem to be bothering me.
They haven't so easily forgotten.
In fact, they are keeping this miserable feeling alive for me.
I told them what happened.
And I caught the sideways glances.
M.M. says, "You are a beautiful, smart woman,
but if you don't let the past go, it will hinder your
relationships."
M.W. says almost nothing, which is the scariest for me.
I.D. says, "Wow, when did you become the psycho girlfriend?"
S.O. says, "Why?" hears my answer then says, "Come here." and kisses me.

I didn't think what I did was so bad.
But apparently I have a lot to learn.