I've been seeing S.O. since December.
In all that time, I haven't ever seen him mad.
Until last night.

And the anger, it was directed at me.

Looking back on it now, what i did was wrong.

I was drunk too.

Which made it worse.

I'm so miserable.

Apologies don't seem to make it better

I feel like I ruined his night.

Which is probably true.
But I honestly didn't mean too.